I look
Turning and watching

Wishing I were there
But unable to be seen

Like a ghost
As they walk through me

Like I was nothing but a shadow
Hollow and defied

I watch you
But you can't see it

I think of you
But you can't hear it

I listen to you
But you don't know it

I will always love you
And that you can know

Even when I find out
I become eaten away

When I discover what's never known
I am still blinded by constant reluctance

I can't move on
But you still bring me forth

When I think I'm alone
You're the one there

And it raises me
Away from the lost

Because you save me
By being there

All the things I've known
Were meaningless lies

Until you revealed yourself
And it freed me

Until it's over
And I sink back

Gone, but never forgetting
Not forgotten

How can I still be here?
With these sickening thoughts

These rebellious lies
And bitterness

When everything I could never find
Was set towards me

Knowing some were truth
Others were false

Waiting to spill out
And rip apart my life

Although it has ended
The mended stitches of my life

Still able to be torn
Broken as my heart has done before

You replenish the healing thoughts
As I can think about you

Imagining as you course through my mind
Forever there

Hoping that you wouldn't shatter it again
And I could live on

Knowing you were there
And I had not fallen away